Once Was White

Charred-Marshmallow

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My mind is charred
Marshmallow in flame
Black it melts
Never the same

Once was white pure
Fluffy and soft
Embers of thoughts
Now linger aloft

Plenty of fuel
So much it won’t end
These thoughts, yes they burn
Scorch sizzle and singe

No chocolate to chase
No sticky or gooey
But crunchy black burnt
Flaky not chewy

Stuck on a hanger
To hang and to hang
Poked through the middle
Emotional pangs

Sitting on end
Releasing with smoke
Suffocates my sanity
Smothers and chokes

The fire it smolders
No, it will not die
And my mind the marshmallow
Continues to fry

© 2009

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Shadow

Shadow

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First I see a shadow
Then I see it’s me
My shadow is a part
of my reality

2 stand in the light
I must accept
that I will always
have a shadow

And my shadow said
“move me”
“move me”
“move me!”

Everything has a shadow
unless it’s in the dark
Everything has a shadow
Everything makes it’s mark

The only time
there is no shadow
is
when it’s dark
Then light becomes the shadow

Have U ever seen a shadow of light?

Only when U glow
Only when U glow

© 2009

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Tears of Love

tears-of-love

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FASCINATING TEARDROPS

ROLL OVER CHEEKS

TRUTH REVEALED

TRUTH I SEEK

CLEAR AND BLUE

DOWN THEY STREAK

INTO THE LIGHT

WE ALL SHALL PEEK

MY MIND DISTORTED

WEARY AND WEAK

MY HEART IS OPEN

OPEN AND MEEK

WATERY CLOUDS

FROM EYES THAT LEAK

FEELINGS SURROUNDED

BY MUCH MYSTIQUE

SOME MIGHT SAY

THAT I’M A FREAK

BUT I KNOW love

IS NOT UNIQUE

THIS IS THE TRUTH

THE TRUTH I SPEAK

WITH love MY LIFE

NO LONGER BLEAK

© 2009

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Swim On

fish-hook-bait-swim-on

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Pictures fall
to my twisted vision

A kaleidoscope
of memories
dance
and brainy thoughts
worm about
a backlash
of deep light

The hook
dangles
with conspicuous bait
and I am tempted

There’s always a string
Always pain
Yet I am tempted

I paddle through
confusion

Muddied minds
and thick waters
are not ideal
for living

I am tempted
but like a drooling fish
I swim on

© 2009

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Ghosts of Memories Past

Haunted

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Ghosts of memories past
cry forth from the shadowy
underbrush within

Ghosts of memories past
Oh! How could I forget?
Where do I begin?

Ghosts of memories past
It seems I know not what I’ve done
or where it is I’ve been

Ghosts of memories past
hidden behind veils and veils of blackness
known to most as sin

Ghosts of memories past
Merciless in their weight
Dire as tearing of skin

Ghosts of memories last
How I pray that they’ll stop
God, please let them end

Ghosts
of
memories
past
are steadily
haunting
me

© 2009

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Vacuum

vaccuum

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I Live in a vacuum
RRRRRRREEEEEEEE REEEEEEEE
I Live in a vacuum
SUCTION !!!!!

© 2009

Eternal

Infinity

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I

Eternal
Eternal
No Beginning
Ending-Not
Eternity
Continuous
Eternity
Continuous
Eternity
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
Continuous
4 Ever
Continuous
beyond imagination
Never-Ending
beginning-Not
Eternal
Continuous
Continuous….

II

No Beginning
Ending Not
Eternity Continuous

III

Continuous
Continuous
Continues
Continuous
Eternity
Eternal
4 Ever
Continuous

IV        


© 2009

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Reality

Elmo

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Ossified
Firm
like my head
a rock is hard
a rock is dead
but strings
HANG
in nihility
and i wish that i could count
numberless numerals
like so many people i know
I could
use long
extemporaneous
words
but the four letter variety
seem to work well
Sanity
defined as
neurosis-free
Fuck
I Love
Reality

© 2009

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Wolf and Crow

Wolf-and-Crow-Feather

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I stepped upon
a crow feather
last night

Mere accident
I suppose

Reached down
to pick it up
then hesitated

uncertain
if I should touch

something
so
sacred

I thought of her
with her sly sunset smile

These thoughts
went many places

none of which
I shall describe here

I can only summarize:
She moves me

I have things
Not those kind of things
Other things
Things I dare not mention

Intrigue bites
and questions gnaw

to the onyx depths
of old bone

within the carcass
of this charcoaled relic

this grizzled hold-out
from a time forgotten

this bastion of the eternal;
Wolf

Majestically
he pounces into the abyss
stirring up snow

and
when he comes up
a soft look in his eyes

there

ever so gently
‘tween his teeth

he holds that feather
in his mouth

knowing it belongs

to his precious
friend of the wild;
Crow

© 2009

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If She Believed In Dreams

Dreams

This is a new poem I wrote today.

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If only she believed in dreams
I know that she could see
true reality
I feel as if she’d want
so much more of me
not some flipped out fantasy
If she believed in dreams

Who could blame her
toward such sullen trepidation
for when a heart breaks
collapsing oft
there is not consideration
to be feigned
only bye-bye salutations
then shadowed shame

If she believed in dreams
I sense that she would be
what it is she wants to be
someone truly free
and so much more than me
a light that’s filled with love
not some lost dichotomy

If only
she believed
in dreams

© 2009

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